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Apr. 26th, 2007
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Apr. 26th, 2007 05:02 pmJogging shoes - bought. And maybe I'm vain & picky, but dear god, could they come up with a simpler and more elegant design while still keeping it functional? Those things are ugly, every single pair of them.
While there, made the mistake of trying on a couple of bikinis, since at the moment I really kind of like my body, actual stomach muscles from belly-dancing and all, but that? Still a bad, bad idea. Enough said.
Some Spanish studying, and class is today, after all? Did I miss something?
Sometimes I think it's impossible for me to actually be happy. Since, say, December I'd been longing for warmth and sunshine and green things. And now the sunny spell already makes me feel profoundly melancholy and inclined to hide indoors. Part of it is the whole climate-change, doom, gloom & apocalypse thing - when farmers are complaining about the lack of rain (and I can't trot or canter the horse, because the ground is bone-hard in April), it's very hard for me to enjoy the sun when there's still no prospect of change. But I guess part of what intimidates me on some level is all the life that erupts with spring. I can only deal with that in moderation...
While there, made the mistake of trying on a couple of bikinis, since at the moment I really kind of like my body, actual stomach muscles from belly-dancing and all, but that? Still a bad, bad idea. Enough said.
Some Spanish studying, and class is today, after all? Did I miss something?
Sometimes I think it's impossible for me to actually be happy. Since, say, December I'd been longing for warmth and sunshine and green things. And now the sunny spell already makes me feel profoundly melancholy and inclined to hide indoors. Part of it is the whole climate-change, doom, gloom & apocalypse thing - when farmers are complaining about the lack of rain (and I can't trot or canter the horse, because the ground is bone-hard in April), it's very hard for me to enjoy the sun when there's still no prospect of change. But I guess part of what intimidates me on some level is all the life that erupts with spring. I can only deal with that in moderation...
