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[solitary_summer]

Realised under the shower (where, oddly enough, I seem to have a lot of inspirations/memories of dreams surfacing/self-awareness moments... is it the flowing water?) that I owe sales training guy an apology. Because while I still disagree with plenty of things he says/teaches, much of my hostility is the result of long suppressed frustration and on-going problems with the Big Boss person(s) who always put the blame for everything that goes wrong on us, and only us, while, as far as we're concerned, it's impossible to voice even the most politely veiled criticism. It's intensely frustrating to know what goes wrong and could be improved, but also knowing in advance that it won't even be taken in consideration. So for me he was just another person who didn't know shit about anything, the shops, the customers, our work situation, &c., but thought he knew better and was blaming us. Blaming me, without giving me a possibility to defend myself.


Note to self, don't forget.