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Jul. 10th, 2003 11:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
solitary_summer:: slightly drunk & depressed ramblings ::
[13.3.2008 ETA from deadjournal:
the claustrophobic feeling that you've come around again full circle, jerking at your own leash, jerking yourself back. the illusionary few steps that make you believe you're moving on. until you're tugged back, slipping, falling and nothing ever changes.
merely exploring your own limitations and they are so very constrained. words and words and words, but they merely decorate the cell's walls. and maybe you've been entertaining & consoling yourself with illusions.
numb or angry, but even the anger falls short, powerless. never enough to tear the leash from my hands...]