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solitary_summer) wrote2009-06-24 08:36 pm
solitary_summer) wrote2009-06-24 08:36 pm
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Writer's Block: When I Was Young
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The immediate answer would be, not much, because mostly it was fucked up, not a lot of fun and the root of so many issues I'm still struggling with.
On second thoughts though, what I do kind of miss is being messed up and weird and not fitting in, but at least not being aware of it, not to the full extent. I miss that lack of self-consciousness. In many ways life was much easier like that, not always having to be aware of one's own faults and shortcomings and the things one should change and cannot. Having this vague but still unquestioned trust that things will eventually get better.
The immediate answer would be, not much, because mostly it was fucked up, not a lot of fun and the root of so many issues I'm still struggling with.
On second thoughts though, what I do kind of miss is being messed up and weird and not fitting in, but at least not being aware of it, not to the full extent. I miss that lack of self-consciousness. In many ways life was much easier like that, not always having to be aware of one's own faults and shortcomings and the things one should change and cannot. Having this vague but still unquestioned trust that things will eventually get better.