Exactly. I guess there are people who have these high-flying dreams, who know exactly what they want and are a hundred percent sure that they'll make it happen, for whom disappointment isn't an option; but I also know (now) that I'm not one of them, I lack that determination, the energy... and then you have to find a balance, a more realistic perspective, learn to be appreciate life as it is. It's hard, though, painful, or at least was for me. It took quite a long time, and to be honest sometimes I'm still struggling - I'm not as philosophically composed as I pretend to be...
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Date: 2006-02-16 06:53 pm (UTC)