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[solitary_summer]

Why do I get all the relationship drama without ever getting a relationship? That's just not fair.


(Angry e-mail exchange with G., which I actually wrote a long post about this morning, but decided to scrap, because I'm not exactly proud of my part in it either. I've been too much of a coward for too long and put off addressing issues I should have addressed a long time ago, and it isn't exactly fair that he got all the pent up frustration of years a propos almost nothing.)


At least I've mostly stopped wondering if that makes me a horrible human being, because if I'm bad with people, which I'll be the first to admit, he's even worse.

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[wlotus.livejournal.com]

The first line made me laugh. It's strange how life sometimes works.

[solitary-summer.livejournal.com]

I'm definitely putting an end to it now, though; this has been going on for way too long... I'm just trying to find a moderately nice yet sufficiently direct answer to a one line ('I like you!!') e-mail that has ignored all the issues I've addressed so far...

[leo8280.livejournal.com]

Why do I get all the relationship drama without ever getting a relationship? That's just not fair.

That so describes my life right now. I've been 'not in a relationship' with this guy for a year complete with arguments, break ups, make ups, etc. I'm like "If we're not in a relationship, what's the point?"

PS May I add you?

[solitary-summer.livejournal.com]

It isn't even 'not in a relationship', it's barely been 'in a friendship' for a while now for me... I even dreamt about him and that stupid package tonight.

And of course you may! *adds*